10 May, 2018
Thank you Matt and Alicia for bringing the tree syncronicities...Thank you Pleiadian Creation for destroying my programmings...
You are my inner child, the one I lost millennia ago. You are my joy; you are the presence I have always felt. You are the one I left under the silver tree, and you are the white haired being I am looking for under every tree since then. You are the sacredness, you are the longing in me. You are the flame which rises over pink lotus flower. You are the first remembrance that brought me here. You are the one from whose eyes I see the universe. You are my wholeness, you are me and you are my oneness.
Galathilion it is. The silver tree… This is why every time I saw a lonely tree, I felt sadness. This is where I said farewell to you. This is why I kept seeing trees in my silent moments. I see now, the key is the tree. Tree of life! The tree which I see, under the sky with the Seven Sisters.
I am in an experiment here. The experiment of the tree. It came as a feeling one day, after I released the last remnants of my programs of this reality. I suddenly realized, every being around me, was a reflection of me. Every situation, everything was part of my experiment. Every person was a reflection of me, this reality, the matrix, was only me, searching for me in all the possibilities, probabilities, combinations, and permutations of the creation. Until the time when I realized all I was supposed to find was what was making me - my essence - the essence of love.
This happens when you un-define all the concepts of this reality in your heart. Note that there is no verb for the opposite of “define”. You think it is coincidence? The moment you understand the word “un-define” is the moment of realization that you don’t have to define anything, you don’t need to classify something, you don’t need to memorize or accept or believe. You don’t have to call someone friend, or lover. You can just choose to perceive. You can just accept everyone and everything as a “lover”. Because every “thing” is part of you and your creation. And you are supposed to feel only love for your creation. When you un-define all concepts here, all feelings, emotions disappear. They become a memory of the past that you know you don’t have to go through again.
My tree is leafless now. Because every belief, every programming placed on its branches have fallen. My tree has become Galathilion. It is the tree that is in the entrance to the inner world. Inner world of my being, the core of my being where I chose to go through everything in this world. And today I found my answer, everything I lived was to discover the ecstasy of reaching the oneness, becoming the leafless tree of silver.
I am becoming more silent these days. I am remembering. The hardest questions of my existence have become simple. There is no attachment, there is only stillness. I came to feel love for everyone now, I came to forgive everything. There is a knowing. Everything is OK. Everything is OK.
I am finding my place in the space somewhere in the sound that waves make now. I am becoming the wind, the river that flow to you. I am ready now, released everything I carry from this world. All leaves of my tree have fallen. I have become my own voice, I have found my core, I am my inner child.
And you are the one I will find under the silver tree, on a crisp November night, under the Seven Sisters…